I am v scared. The whole today. For nothing.

!!!!

While i was at mac my heart was beating fast for no reason and i was like damn restless bla bla i had to sms may to tell her i am v scared for nth. HAHA

Ok it's a complicated feeling. It's a feeling i always get if i skip too much school because i fear(and know) that it will start again.. or sth along that line i guess. OK, maybe i'm abit scared tt i'll get into trouble.. ): I've been getting into alot of trouble lately and normally i'll take it as a sign to stop doing.. everything i'm doing. BUT.

CANNOT ):

AHAHHAAHA

Like in story sisters (a book) eve said that she doesnt care abt getting into trouble because it will find you anywhere. It is probably under your bed now.

Just nice i am that type of person who know it's a hole and i will still happily jump in.

I'm worried for alot of things and nothing at the same time but i am still not going to school tmr. Tell you a big secret... I only went to school for ONE DAY in the entire week. Even i am impressed. Sigh... i really wish i can be left alone for awhile. Btw i had a really terrible day in school that very one day i went. Bad like BAD. Many times in the day i hope i just knock into the wall and just faint.

so i'm not going back ANYMORE.

(i hope that was true)

Eh i keep having this feeling like tmr is the last day of school la. SERIOUSLY. But yeah i hope.


Today was nice.

You know right now as i am typing i am actually DREADING PHY. I DK WHY HAHA it is not like i'm going school tmr or anything. I hate physics lessons............. and i-cant-skip-it-anymore makes me dread it even more! (i got caught for skipping phy) Actually everytime i went for the lesson it wasnt THAT bad but the dreading part is just.... sighhh. I am damn scared of phy la. It's like in alien language ):

TMR I SHALL DO STH FOR PHY. OK SURE.

OH I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINISHED READING HOUSEKEEPING a few days ago *wipe tear frm eye* and today i finished another novel by Alice Hoffman!

& ever since my OU XIANG post that was pretty long ago, i still listen to his songs every day without fail, a million times. My taylorswift is v badly neglected. HAHA

-abrupt end due to hungriness-