When i think no one will understand i do not bother to blog. But alot of times, i blog because no one understands. When i am upset i blog alot to re-whine about my sad life but when i am really upset, i wouldnt have mood to blog. When i am happy i blog because i am happy but when i am happy i wouldn't think of blogging. Its the same but never the same.

It's ok, i dont know what i talking also.

But when i'm satisfied like i am now, most of the time i wouldn't need to blog.

I've been really lucky this year. Not happy. But lucky. Not happy. But satisfied. Not happy at all. It's just cool how we can be feeling so many things at the same time.


I am forever looking for answers and most of the time i will get them. Even if the answer is being no answer i will still have to come to conclusion for that. I need to know. I am k-po and sometimes i think i just keep digging my own grave. Just to answer myself again, i guess people can be saved by someone who reached in. But it's just dangerous. Really really dangerous.