I just couldnt help it... i have to... go to mac every single day to use the internet connection. Over there i can watch 1 episode of kang xi and load 2 episode of drama. :D

TODAY MAC IS NOT FLUTE DAY!

And today i spent half of my day baby sitting my niece and it is NOT easy work. I dont understand how babies can play the same thing over and over again for hours. LOL the end i was like beat and act like i died on the bed so she spent 15min or so trying to wake me up. nv give up one! Actually i was trying to make her slp... cos i thought she'll follow me to slp or sth. but no!

She was like "Ah yi you not tired!" "Ah yi please wake up" x 1000000000 with no pauses between. HAHA I was rlly gonna fall asleep lor... T.T

And i lvoe lovelovelovelove my dramas omgg i feel so happy tt prelims are ending TMR and i can SPAM MYSELF WITH SO MUCH DRAMA UNTIL I FEEL LIKE MYSELF AGAIN. I cant even watch alot of dramas and feel happy because one more episode i watch, the more i am pissed off with myself. Which couldnt stop me frm watching. (the vicious cycle carries on) I literally went mad yst cos i couldnt make myself read my notes for 2 seconds so i threw all of them onto the floor which i had to pick up later. HAHA loser much.

After blabbing on all the useless stuffs i forgot the impt thing i wanted to post abt. Eh i forgot to bring earpiece to mac today.. i cant watch kang xi now ): cos i am considerate citizen (:
(haha kang xi, kan xi.)

Oh. Btw you know some people just have like some magic spell over me? Haha. They are people I'll always get irritated with but it's never because of something, or anything. It's just simply because the way they make me feel and i'll nv get used to it. They are the ones who can make me happy with one word and upset with just one look etc. Even my closest closest closest friends couldnt do tt to me. Yeah i couldnt say 'no' to almost all my closest friends. but STILL. And no matter after how long.. it's still gonna be the same uh? i honestly thought it would be different. Wei shen me.... T.T LOL. See they are the one who makes me type a whole chunk of rubbish when nothing has happened and they wouldnt even know it's about them wooo! They are people whom i will read a book and tell myself i am not waiting for the reply but i know i am. I will be checking the phone for time very frequently which is what i keep telling myself but aiya -.- nvm.

Actually after typing this uncomfortable paragraph it was actually just about 1 person or maybe 2. I just have to type they cos i feel more secure and comfortable typing tt. Must generalise abit.. HAHAHA

Ok after that. thats all. HAHA

TMR IS END OF PRELIMS.

bye!