Spending money like free (what irony).

I've got a new found respect for all the muggers in the world. You know, everyone might just think that studying is a choice; if i want to do it, i can. Although i know i've never worked hard on anything before, i think part of me still (god knows how) believes that if i set my heart on it (haha) i would be able to do it. The rest of the story would be left untold.

I was so bored i meddled with my phone so much i had to charge it for the third (or was it fourth?) time today! I even drew with the new drawing app i dl-ed hahahahaha wth. Yup, i also had time to write lyrics on masking tape and paste them on my diary.

On a side note, very uncomfortable with my camwhore pic square 1. Didnt want to risk saying this because ppl will now scroll up and confirm my statement. But really, sometimes my face just look like damn act cute i want to punch myself. It was a frown, people. Forgive me. A frown okay? A i-hate-studying-omg-i-rather-camwhore--frown.


Also, was thinking: If god told you to forgive, for you would have done the exact same thing in the exact situation, what would you do? Didn't you live with yourself all these years? Wouldn't you know best? Does being human define everyone of us? Who will know? Is anyone supposed to know at all?
I bet you didn't understand any single part of that. And believe me, i somehow got to there from my social psy textbook.

If i had to choose anyword to describe anything or everything, it would be contradiction.