I PAINTED MY WALL TODAY!!!! tiring maxxx. took me the WHOLE DAY. Big big right before my desk hehe. It looks abit crooked in the picture i dk why... it looks better in real life hor *defensive* lol

I can't rmb where i got this quote; i found it randomly in my sec 4 notebook. Took me quite awhile to get the quote i want because all the quotes i like are emo emo :( WHY. LOL Wanted to paint a quote from Jodi picoult, but they are all so sad.









I used to love all jodi picoult's quotes, some better than the other, and thinking i really know what it means and how it feels like. Then someday i woke up and read back the quotes, i found out i only really know what it means now.

The person i am now knows for sure that you cant say what you would have done in a situation you've never been and you cant possible understand how it really feels like. Think, a few years later i will read back those quotes and feel what i still do not feel now.

"Can you hate someone for what they have done, but still love them for whom they had been?"
— Jodi Picoult (Nineteen Minutes)

I think tumblr needs a double 'like' button! Sometimes i just love the things in there so much i wanna 'like' it a million times except that i can't because if i 'like' it once more time, i would have 'unliked' it and it will disappear from my 'like' page and i have to search for it again.


and i dont care if this is weird, but i really really love this picture.


Feel like painting the words on my wall but it's not v suitable... lol esp when i share my room with my sister.




Life's abit boring and overwhelming at the same time, if that's even possible. I woke up yst with my ankle in pain so my mum pasted a salonpas over it. HAHA. I told you my body is slowly failing me.

I'm listening to some random vampire diaries ost song because i have nothing better to do on a sunday morning, 8AM. Srsly. Thats because i slept at 8pm yst night. (felt like my ankle needs more rest LOL)

Looking at the youtube comments and everyone was like either "TEAM DAMON" or "TEAM STEFAN" and some even more ridiculous than the others, like "DAMON NEEDS HER" HAHAHHA

Everyone loves damon. But unlike some very superficial friends of mine (LOL) i do not hate stefan just because he does not have damon's eyes. ( i didnt even know there's a "team stefan" going on because i do not think anyone around me has spoken anything nice about stefan before) Actually during early season 1, i used to think both of them are ugly AHHAHA and i only like elena cos she is mad pretty. As the show continues, i think Elena is annoying though pretty and damon is rlly cute and stefan is nice. Stefan is nice what!!!

That aside, I really do not get why people wants Elena to be with damon. Elena and Stephen is a couple!!! And it's not like stephen cheated on her or anything?! I always hated to watch a sweet couple breaking up, esp when nothing wrong is going on and one party decides to just love somebody else. WHY. Elena and Stephen better don't break up lor.... (reminds me of gossip girls. awesome. changing partners every 2 episodes (Y))


presenting to you..... the vd's casts!


I'm bored, rmb?





I'm really over it. It's just that i'm positive you left something inside me. I think it's screwing my organs up. It makes breathing difficult, makes thinking difficult, makes functioning difficult. It weighs everything down and once in awhile that very one organ screwed up and it starts to hurt abit.
Other than that i'm still alive.






Sister showed me this new band today and i was upset cos they wrote all the songs that I AM supposed to write. AHHAHA.

Listen to that song, isnt it all the things i ALWAYS say.

Btw i got work later on,
byebye!




I ma chiam turning into vampire. Keep feeling mad thirsty :( which fyi, does not happen normally. I used to survive on 1 cup of water per day.

And it has been brought to my attention that my social circle is... really small. LOL and, unfortunately, shrinking. I don't know how people can socialise so well, fb here and there, because for my whole life i've been in my own comfort zone with that one or two ppl i am really comfortable with. + i don't really like people in general. :)

i am a loner dalalalala (cn blue's song, quite catchy actually) LOL




EVERYONE MARK IN YOUR DIARY NOW "6th MARCH, FLEA AT

Home Club, The Riverwalk B1-01/06 20 Upper Circular Road Singapore 058416, 5th March and 6th March 2011, 2pm to 8pm."


I will be there clearing some Angstyallies stuffs at really cheap prices, so come and support me la........................... HAHAHAHHAHA

xxxxxooooooooooooooooxxxxxxx




Anw, sorry. Another pokemon rant.

My togepi has also evolved. I DIDNT KNW TOGEPI WILL EVOLVE. Am i lousy or what? Anw i chose only the cute pokemons (lol) so togepi was one of them even though i have to say that it's really really lousy lor. It doesnt even have any moves that attacks i have to teach it frm a TM.

So cute hor? now after it evolved it's just... weird. Like, the name does not match anymore also!!!
It's name was "hardboiled" la.


Now it's like that.. look like giraffe only. with wings. I was searching online if togepi will actually become useful in the future and they were saying how togepi is not useful at all (fml T.T) and togekiss is.

but what is togekiss???


LOL??? so i didnt know togepi will evolve, and there's still 2 stages of evolution?? wah seh. Got wings somemore, quite cute. Think i will keep my hardboiled :)


I reached the league already btw. -.- Crystal is rlly no difference from gold and silver. I dontknow how i can manage to play it so many times. impressive.






I love julia sheer!

and i'm keeping my fingers crossed hehehe :)






At first i'm supposed to have alot of fun during my slpover at may's house yst.. but i found out that i have fever. expected it to go down in awhile as long as i keep spamming water but fever didnt go down, couldnt slp over because i was feeling horrible, cabbed home.

The nightmare only started like, after that. My whole body was burning like mad i was thinking maybe i'm transforming into some superman or sth. Ice didn't help, ice water didn't help. I even ate like dontknow how many ice cubes. LOL nomally when i have fever i will feel cold but this time round i was just literally burning. I was so damn worried i will get brain damage lor... i swear. So i couldnt bother to ice myself further (lol) because my whole body is aching and i managed to fell asleep... for like 30 min or sth.


woke up after that and it was non stop vomiting. fml. like, fml x infinity.

T.T

Thought it was the end.

My throat suffered like mad due to all the vomiting pls. And i couldn't sleep because i was too busy vomiting. Mummy woke at at 5plus (preparing for work) and found me dead on the living room sofa. (nearer to toilet) HAHA Gave me some i dk what medcine that stops the vomiting. Thank god. God bless. Hallelujah.


Anw, still went to the doctor today because my fever has not gone down totally. The doctor amuses me. After he did all the usual stuffs, he wanted to check my eyeball? LOL and thn after looking at me eye he gave the very meaningful "hmmm" + nod to himself thn he told me to lie down. After that he start pressing my stomach and kept asking me if i have stomach pain. I all the time i was secretly thinking OH SHIT I KNEW ITTTT I HAVE A TUMOUR. MAYBE I HAVE WEIRD DISEASE, I AM GOING TO DIE.

Somemore he kept asking me if i have stomach pain.. whn i told him no, he replied me "no, should have". ??? but anw, he only told me like at the end tt i have stomach flu. chey.

I think it is only after he said that i should have stomach pain i really have stomach pain lor... Like too conscious about my stomach or sth.


I'm supposed to be sleeping now but i cannot sleep. Have been lying down for near 2 hours lor. Maybe partly because i didnt try hard enough... i was like, playing pokemon that whole 2 hrs. I really want to watch my drama but once i peel myself off the bedsheet i feel like i might vomit. And my four limbs are so flaccid i am not kidding.

I AM STRONG, i am... going to drama now. HAHAHAH despite rain or shine, despite stomach flu or tumour. I WILL. drama. sorry abit ki siao.

Oh my god, what's wrong with my head
Sweating with the chills, still in my bed.
Tell me how I'll ever make it through (tell me how I'll ever make it through)
It's the short hellos and the long goodbyes
The shake in my lip from the look in your eyes
Makes me want to die, I've got the worst hangover from you.

OMG my cannon printer is so retarded i want to scold vulgar alrdyyyyyy. The scanner won't work because the printer runs out of.... black ink?? I mean..


wtf?

They best friends isit. Ki siaoo leh. No black ink means can't print colour also. NO BLACK INK WILL DIE IZIT??? ISITIITITITIS??!?!!?!? Simi sai is this.






Sorry i am just, very upset right now.

I was happy like... 5 min ago though.
I spent my valentines day with my 2 of my fav ppl in the world. Wish jennifer was in singapore though.

(My mind is in a weird horrible zombie state now cos i am still trying to process what has just happened. While my brain does it's work, i shall continue typing my nonesense, as usual.)

I took the wrong bus in the morning today, reminded me that i alighted at the wrong stop on saturday. Things that happen to ppl once every few years happen quite often to me. I surprise myself all the time. Went to May's house and we made jellies in heartshape. Gave jellies to evelyn.

Watched "i am number 4" movie today. Quite good. Think the #6 made #4 seem very loserish hahaha (need to watch to know). Find alot of parts of the movie funny whn it's not supposed to be... and i forgot to laugh at evelyn when the movie ended. I swear she was terrified of the bad guys in the movie, which are, not scary lor. Made alot of funny jokes abt the movie and i'm once again impressed by my own humour muahahha.

BTW
My cute pokemon has evolved and it was a nightmare. My pokemon's name is "blondie" because it's cute and has blonde hair. After it evolved, i was freaked out cos it turned into..... jynx. I mean like, rlly, that pokemon.


THIS ONE LEH, THIS ONE. cannot forgive T.T


I hated this pokemon since, forever. Hated the name, hated that hair, hated how it always kills my pokemon. Now i got this cute "blondie" that hatched from an egg (literally) i carried with me for soooo long..... is.... *sigh* Plus i need to complain how "blondie" has ridiculously low defense so i suffered alot to train it. It was level 5, and now it's level 30.... -wipe tear from eye-

My blondie was like that.



Life is so... unpredictable.


Pokedex descriptions for JYNX: It seductively wiggles its hips as it walks. It can cause people to dance in unison with it.

Seductively... seriously??


Ok. done with. all the. nonsense. I think i've really screwed up quite badly this time. Did something irreversible. But most of the things in life are irreversible. Ok i think i'm feeling one of the worse feeling ever on earth. I'm feeling guilty. omgsadfacee. Think i'm gonna write somewhere else.

Meeting evelyn in the morning tmr, then work later.




Dream high is freaking awesome man, it just keeps getting better!!

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ANW, Taylor swift's Speak now 2011 tour!!! (still feeling all excited inside)

Exciting story first or photos first??


Photos. I need to show off my amazing photography skills.




IT IS STARTING OMGGGG

Love how her stage is forever so sparkling and princessy lor.


Taylor swift so cute






Pretty or what!

This was whn taylor tried to walk pass and that's how near i am! got a super near shot of her but it's abit unglam so i shall just keep it for myself. HAHA I touched taylor swift!!! i think i did at least. She was so freaking near, but it's hard to say cos ppl are blocking my views and the securities are in the way all the time. But i saw her really close up though. :)

Everyone was making the taylor's signature heart sign! I also joined in but i secretly felt super awkward. HAHAHAHA Not very good at being hardcore fan.

She made her way down to another stage right in the middle where she sang 3 songs and played the guitar!

I love taylor swift man.

I want her guitar. I swear that the whole thing was glittering like mad.


This was my favourite dress of hers. It looks damn good on the stage lor.

Her stage changes its look for every song and i love every one of them. Love the lights, the stars on top, all the sparkling and alll.

&
MY PHOTOS ARE AWESOME. Sorry still cant get over myself.



To sum everything up, the concert was awesome, but taylor swift appeared only for... 1.5hrs or so i think? It's really short! but taking into account of how there is no special guest or in between weird performances, i think 1.5 hrs is reasonable.... ok who am i kidding, i was like wtf i still want to see taylor swiftttttttttt~ #@#*@#^@&*$

Taylor swift looks like a real life barbie doll standing at 1.8... or isit 1.83? She looks exactly like she does on the screen and she sings exactly how she sounds in the CD. I felt like i was watching her in tv half of the time; it just doesnt feels real enough. So in order to feel more into it, i was screaming the all the lyrics throughout the whole concert plus dancing to myself like some mad woman.

BTW,
SO many exciting stories to share la! but i have a feeling that this post is getting a tad too long. BUT STILL.


Ok, so our seats were at categoryB, but we tried our luck at the empty seats in categoryA. As Ham ji as i was, i was damn paranoid and scared tt we're gonna die whn the owner of the seats come and chase us out...... but that didn't happen. LOL, srsly, i cant explain tt either. We are v lucky *proud* (Really must thank sab's sister for shifting us to catA) But anyway, after the concert starts for real, seats were useless. Everyone was standing and squeezing forward to get a better view.

When Taylor wore the blue dress and work her way down the stage, the crowd went wild and at this very critical moment, sabrina actually jump off the barricade and went to the VIP area OMG. (still cant believe tt it happened. I told sab it was like watching some action movie) I was right behind her but once she cross over, the gap filled up and it was a mess and the securities came trying to stop ppl from crossing over and so... i was stuck at where i was.


Sorry, give me a minute. I need to... grieve.


Ok. So.. stuck at where i was, i continued to scream along the lyrics and do my weird dance thn suddenly the chair grabbed my hand. HAHAHA
explanation: Because i was moving quite alot, my left hand kept hitting onto the what-i-thought-was-a-chair but who cares? But turns out my hand was hitting not the chair but the head of this weird auntie who sat throughtout the whole concert while everyone was standing. HOW I KNW SOMEONE IS SITTING DOWN THERE. LOLLOL, so she grabbed my hand and we had this "..........." moment looking at one another. Thn i decided, who cares chair or head, it's taylor swift's concert! so i said sorry and i continued my karaoke.


I didnt get the guitar picks either. :(
one minute silence for all the things i didnt do.




I AMMMM SOOOO EXCITED TO BLOGGG ABOUTTT EVERYTHINNGGGG.

but i promised sister to go swimming with her tmr morning, so i shall only blog tomorrow.

Tell you sth! i have freaking awesome photography skills. HAHAHAHA Sorry cannot help it. I love my camera to death.


I took this photo.


No i didnt.





I just watched the trailer of "I am number four".

I think this movie is made for me because i UNDERSTAND how it feels like to be freaking number four.

In this movie, John Smith is one of the 9 ppl on the run from some weird guys in black cloak trying to kill them. Three of them were murdered and he is number four. *dramatic gasp*

THIS. is what i am talking about. This. For all my life in primary school I was number 4 too.... i mean, register number 4. HAHA. During Oral examination, i sit at the chair looking at the 3 ppl before me, one by one, sitting onto the deadly chair doing their silent reading and thn making their way to the examiner... and there i was, thinking

"I'm number 4, i'm next" - quoted from the trailer. (click to watch)


WHAT, it is totally the same thing. Maybe except that the examiners are nt dressed in some weird black cloak and the movie is totally cooler because they have special powers. He is number 4 and he hands actually glow.. (O.O ) On the other hand, i am number four because my surname is "Ang".

Ok, this aside. Disney studios movies has always been awesome so i bet this will be as good. At least i have to say that i'm very satisfied with the casts HAHA. The premier will be on the Valentines day and i dont even have a valentine. Nuffnang really should give the tickets to me rather than giving it to all the couples that will spend the whole time staring at one another's face instead of watching the movie. muahahahhahahahha


"Catch I Am Number Four Movie starting from 24^th February 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!”




I GOT INTO TROUBLE AGAIN LA. I am a trouble maker lor :(

Noted the dates of the classes wrongly so i didnt knw tmr i had a class at JP... what's worse?! I CANT MAKE IT TMR. Think my boss is rlly annoyed this time, but duh right. OH MAN... My first reaction when it comes to problem is to heck and thn go back to my own world. LOL this explains my studies and best, my school attendance. But i cant do this for work and i can literally feel my soul struggling between the reality and dreamworld. HAHAHA The fact that i am blogging now shows how i am trying to distract myself from what is actually happening now but the fact that i'm blogging about it shows i am trying to process this thing....

Wait..

shit.

omg.





Like this if you haven't. (click the picture) Thank you so very much. < :


I like the new centre i went to today :)
Taylor swift's tmr. Oh my god or what?






Must share this one lor.

And to push my photo down. HAHAHAHAHAHA

shit, work tmr. Goodbye!





Mummy went out for majong and i was bored at home. Watching some japan murderer show and suddenly decided i should just cut my bangs even if i dont have thick pretty hair. So i ki siao and went to cut it.

Now i'm back, dressed in full AJ PE attire (just found out after i took that picture) and continue watching my japan murderer show. Sometimes i secretly think that i'm abit weird. At least this time i didn't cut my hair myself! i got a 6$ hair cut HAHAHHA.

So later mummy will come back home and find me with a weird haircut.

Plus i look like i'm retarded. Didn't even bother to look at myself in the mirror for 5 min. I think i need more time getting used to my bangs (again) and i dont like the process hahaha. I rather continue to watch my murderer show.

At least the hairdresser said that i had a very nice hair dye *proud* Maybe he only said that cos he felt sorry for my new haircut. AHHAHA


Oh, and i decided (this time for real) to shed away some unneccessary fats, so i'm giving myself 30days. Speaking of that, i'm really hungry nw.




I just spent 1hr plus watching Hot seat from clicknetwork, the one with Tammy Tay and Ding Xuan. HA HA HA. I just spent 1hr plus staring at their faces. They very pretty lor, they also have very pretty hair.

I wish i got thick pretty hair, then i will cut bangs again. LOL

Here's taylor swift with nice bangs. Anyway, her concert is like freaking 2 days away and sabrina just called 5 minutes ago telling me taylor's in singapore already. As if taylor swift is our friend hor? hahaha


Oh ya. Just now when i'm halfway playing my pokemon game.... my boss called me and i got a big scolding from her. ha ha ha. The thing is, i have lesson tmr at a new place and i didnt even call to get materials from the company. She was like "so you're just gonna go there tmr without anything and expect the materials to appear by themselves?" and thn i wanted to laugh but she sounded dead serious so i held back. I srsly didnt even thought of it but after she said its really quite funny how i can just like she said, "expect the materials to appear by themselves"


Oh man. work's starting again tmr.

No one wants to watch green hornet with me.




I just came across this in tumblr. LOL.

Btw, Vampire diaries is like, awesome.






Yep, click that.


It took me quite awhile to make this thing but it didnt turn out as i expected. I was trying to make something v advertisement-like okay?! Everytime i see the 'Rings rings rings rings rings rignfsinsinfids" i just wanna laugh. I TRIED.

Sister is gonna make a nicer one for the homepage so i decided that i'm not prepared to waste all my hardwork so i shld post it here. Maybe some ppl will find the ring ring ring ring ring entertaining and click it? ha ha...h..a.. ok, bye.





Like i said, a lot of fulscap papers left.

My aunt makes the best pineapple tarts ever manzx. But good things never last. Sister and i finished it just now.

I wish Chinese new year never ends because my everything will start again after cny. I feel like what i always feel right before school reopens. I really don't know why should i even feel this way. It's only January but i keep fearing that holiday will end. I always believe that after A lvls i can slack as much as i want with my heart at ease but i still cant do that!? I still panicky and all when i've nt done anything for too long. It's as if there's something impt waiting to be done... Plus at the same time I feel like my life just started and i have soooo many things i want to do... but i cant do all of them at the same time can I?

Life's gonna be put on hold again when school starts.

Not that i will confirm have a school to go to.

Yesterday i was kept up and awake at 3am thinking about my results and imagining all kinds of different possibilities. You know, from going up the stage and be told tt i've scored all As to getting back the result slip and finding out i didnt pass any shit. I'm surprised that people dont freak out and die on the spot. Just thinking about it freaks me out so much.





I have alot of fulscap left and i dont really know what to do with them. I do not just mean tt i have many pieces of fulscap papers left but STACKS of them.

I think i finished watching everything i can.




My heart is still beating very fast. I just sent my job application for SPH. I said i am ready to commit for at least 8 weeks starting from now.

I know I KNOW!! i have a job now which i promised to commit for 8 months (HAHA) and i was also planning on working with Evelyn at her work place during March... but this is different ok? Different.

It is something that will actually affects what i do in future. Okay, maybe not REALLY but i should at least do something now when nothing is fixed yet then to give up and cry when my results are out. Anyway, it's not like i'm going to get the position because i think my cover letter sucked and there will still be a writing test for all shortlisted candidates. I just want to just... try, for the first time, you know?

Btw, i'm thinking about how all my plans are screwed up. I am supposed to earn enough money and start travelling, over, seas, i, want, to, see, SNOW. From what i see now, i'll be most likely be stuck in singapore forever and ever and ever. -sigh


I painted my nails today. Wacha think abt my blue leopard printed nails 8)
The quality of my webcam is just sorry.


This is to show you my pretty hair colour.

BAI.




I cant wait for the next episode of dream high!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i am still gonna do a whole post for the dramas i want ppl to watch. LOL i dont care.




my finger has this annoying sharp pain everytime it touches something. It just happened like 10 minutes ago after i bathed. It is very annoying because my finger hurts every single time i press onto the keyboard, like now, NOW. I cant see anything wrong with my finger and i dont even know where to apply the cream to.



Just now it reminded me of the movie "black swan" because the female lead always imagine things sticking into her finger and she will pluck it out yada yada, then there will be alot of blood and the next moment everything is gone. It's like when we're young we love to write in our compositions that so so so happened then "it's only a dream".

Did i mentioned that i didnt exactly enjoyed the movie? I secretly felt betrayed by jodi picoult because she said it was 'brilliant'. HAHA okay, i get the movie, but i dont get why must it be filmed this way?? and i get that the girl is psycho, but she is srsly just mad? There wouldnt be this movie if she wasn't mad, cos she sort of imagined everything that happened. My sister went to wiki the movie and she found out why the director decided to film this. Quite inspiring and all, but once again, maybe not so... abstract the next time?


(i suddenly feel like sharing some stuffs that i've watched recently because in 2 hours time i need to leave for work and i cant really do anything else until it's over.)


I watched the very first harry potter movie yesterday. Have been wanting to rewatch this for quite awhile now, ever since i read the book. HAHA. I always liked knowing a story that i like very well that i can know exactly what happened next or what the person will say.



Need to include this although i've watched it quite awhile ago. Megamind movie is just, awesome okay? Stop saying megamind is ugly!!! I know, i totally thought so before i watched the movie too. Now i think megamind is cute. HAHAHHA The movie is really good. It makes you think that the blue head is adorable and it makes you laugh real hard.



On the other hand, "let me in" is just plain disturbing to me. It occupied my thoughts completely for probably 24hours after i've watched it. I think i hate the girl after i watched, but it differs for people i think. Alastair wanted to be bitten by her after he watched it. /:



Watched this movie for the guy at the furthest right. With the red hat. Dont know if anyone remembers, i one posted this picture of an ancient guy on the tree with falling petals... LOL
Anyway the movie was... totally not what i expected. Quite impactful i will say? Don't think anyone will go and watch it anyway. LOL



Have been watching this series alot because i am still waiting for the rest of my dramas to be uploaded.
I never liked any shows with kissing scenes or worse, sex scenes etc because it's just plain UNNECESSARY. I wonder if anyone really liked to watch the actor and actress kissing for like, a whole 5 minutes or so. Look, if you walk down the street and you see a couple kissing will you actually stare at them? NO. Because it's awkward and it's gross LOL and it's like... i totally have better things to do.
Another very important reason that i never liked those scenes is because everytime i think of how the actors are not the character in the show and they're kissing their friend right now, it makes me feel sick.

BTW, i'm talking about this because in "skins", those scenes appear every five minutes or so. At first i really didnt want to watch it, but in the end i still did for the super pretty girl right in the middle of the poster. Superficial much, i know, tyvm.

The show turns out to be... really sad. Think i cried like mad whn the girl i like turned mad. AHHAHAHAHHAHA Wouldnt say it's one of the best series but its quite good actually. That was season 3, i'm now at season 4. If you're secretly emo you'll probably like the show alot.





OK. That just happened. At first i only wanted to talk about black swan, thn i rmbed i watched harry potter yst. Then i rmb a few other things that i've watched recently and i always have something to say about thm.... thn... yep.

I'm always damn enthu about sharing PLUS commenting LOL. I am TOTALLY that type that will try to make everyone like the character/show i like, thn get very grumpy whn ppl do not agree with me. I am still always trying to make ppl watch the shows i want thm to watch ):

This post is alr as long and pointless as it is but i havent even started on the dramas!! :(


Btw, rmb to watch megamind!