Finally did something to my blog's layout. I don't know how can i have left in looking like ____ for quite some time. But then again, i didn't really have a choice with all the reports and exams going on. No, what am i talking about?! I'm still in the midst of exams, albeit how much it feels like it has ended. Having breaks in between papers always do that to you, especially right after a very bad paper.

I can't really decide if it is because i have higher expectations for my finals this sem (compared to last sem) or that the papers were simply... bad. It just doesnt seem logical that my finals this time feels almost as bad as the previous one, when i am obviously more prepared this time. Which honestly, did not require much effort - hardly any effort put in for last sem.

Also, i realised a worrying problem. During the paper, I have trouble remembering what i thought i remembered. I.just.blank.out. It's like: It's sooo near, I can almost touch it, but it suddenly 'pop' and disappeared. And it disappeared for good. I think everyone knows how this feels exactly. It happens all the time when you try too hard to remember something. Like when someone interrupts you and you forget what you were planning on saying, and the more you try to remember, the 'blanker' (no other word to describe it. Seriously it's just like an empty space stretching to infinity) it gets.

Don't know if what i did was really not enough or because i am stupid.