I was so mad at this guy i dedicated a poem to him during lecture today. Also, dedicating it to all the empty vessels out there in the world (because i am so full of angst lately hmph).


Reports after reports after reports after reports.

I swear in just one sem, i've done more work than i've ever done in my ?years of school life. You see, i never really need to do any work at all because all the way up to JC, all that counts is the finals freaking exam. During my junior college, the only times i will ever write a full econs essay (or whatever subjects) would be during mid-terms or the finals and of course, A' lvls.

In other words, the "consistency" system thingy in university is a fucking nightmare to me.

But on a brighter note, i am really proud of myself. Despite what i really want to do - set the whole sch on fire and screw all reports (honestly i cant care any less), i still did my work (quality aside). I think others might think i really care alot about scoring well, but the truth is i.don't.care. And really, that's the problem. My own revision for my finals is suffering. I am not saying that i am doing the project at the expense of my revision, because you're supposed to do both, except that i can't. Looking at how i do my projects, you might assume i must have done as much for my own revision... There's just something about groupwork that i cannot NOT do. Dont really favour the feeling of being a burden. #guiltistheworsefeelingever #egotism

But I'd like to think that maybe it's because i am a responsible person ^^

Also, profusely updating my blog (if you noticed, i even made changes to the layout). Well done yanjie! Just well done. FYI, i meddled with my blog till it was almost 4am yst.